Really....

My Asperger's Syndrome is here to stay; in other words, I had it when I was born, I will have it when I die.  I don't know why I'm having all these feelings, but feelings are a little like rain.  They come when they come; especially for Aspies, who often have difficulty knowing what their feelings even are about something.  Then, one day, out of the blue, a sort of emotional tsunami happens, when a lot of different feelings come out of nowhere, and can be overwhelming.  I think that happened to me this weekend, though it wasn't that bad this time as some other times have been